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I am so scared. And such a fuck up. But I'm going to get this thing done tonight, and then I'll be a fuck up with a finished paper. I don't know how I got into this place where doing something that shouldn't be that hard has become that hard--nah, I do know how I got here. I just gotta get thru this. And onto the next step. And become a useful person who can actually be there for someone else again. Wish me luck.
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whoa...
Good luck!!!!!!!
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LUCK!
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I'm sorry you're in a similar position, but you're taking time to inform me of your solidarity in this icky place, does cheer me. Any advice?
Thank you. And same to you!
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Take a deep breath. You've got a mind like a steel trap. I'm constantly awed by your literary analysis when you beta (if you can call that literature. ;) ).
Now, repeat after me: you'll be fine. Just fine.
*sends you energy, virtual backrubs and cuddles*
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You've been useful to many people despite what you think
My front door is open so I will hear the sound your voice on the other side of the country screaming dizzily and happily with accomplishment once you've finished the cursed thing.
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Sweetie, I know how hard you've been working to push through this thing and get it done, and I know a lot of the frustrations and self-doubt and loathing that's been dogging you over this. And you've come so, so far hon--I know you can do this--you just have to keep going and push. You're doing this for yourself now--and you know you will feel so incredibly relieved when its over.
Keeping you in my heart and thoughts.
Jenn
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Ahahaha--thank you. Aww. I do call it that, so there. But then I'm one of those anti-canonicity types outside the fandom.
I'm trying--I did get a lot done last night. And your encouragement really helped. My current job and rent and all is dependent on all this too, so I've put maximum pressure on this task.
Thank you, thank you!(-: *glomps*
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