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[lavendertook]

I am so scared. And such a fuck up. But I'm going to get this thing done tonight, and then I'll be a fuck up with a finished paper. I don't know how I got into this place where doing something that shouldn't be that hard has become that hard--nah, I do know how I got here. I just gotta get thru this. And onto the next step. And become a useful person who can actually be there for someone else again. Wish me luck.

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[timberwolfoz.livejournal.com]

*huggles* Vands, you're not a fuckup, you're just in the space where you can't see the forest for the trees.

Take a deep breath. You've got a mind like a steel trap. I'm constantly awed by your literary analysis when you beta (if you can call that literature. ;) ).

Now, repeat after me: you'll be fine. Just fine.

*sends you energy, virtual backrubs and cuddles*

[lavendertook.livejournal.com]

*(-: Huggles back*

Ahahaha--thank you. Aww. I do call it that, so there. But then I'm one of those anti-canonicity types outside the fandom.

I'm trying--I did get a lot done last night. And your encouragement really helped. My current job and rent and all is dependent on all this too, so I've put maximum pressure on this task.

Thank you, thank you!(-: *glomps*