I am so scared. And such a fuck up. But I'm going to get this thing done tonight, and then I'll be a fuck up with a finished paper. I don't know how I got into this place where doing something that shouldn't be that hard has become that hard--nah, I do know how I got here. I just gotta get thru this. And onto the next step. And become a useful person who can actually be there for someone else again. Wish me luck.
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Sweetie, I know how hard you've been working to push through this thing and get it done, and I know a lot of the frustrations and self-doubt and loathing that's been dogging you over this. And you've come so, so far hon--I know you can do this--you just have to keep going and push. You're doing this for yourself now--and you know you will feel so incredibly relieved when its over.
Keeping you in my heart and thoughts.
Jenn
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