Brain Fog

[lavendertook]

I've been moving around in a fog and just can't get it together. I swam today and have no idea how many laps I did in 45 minutes--just couldn't keep track. And I've been getting to bed too late and up too late. Poor kitties. I will get myself to bed on time tonight and try to get myself back on schedule and hopefully that will help and I can put myself back together. I have no idea what stage of grief this is. I'm a slow processor. Others still in the same place?

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[zlabya]

Sounds like both emotional shock and depression to me. I'd been like that the first couple of days. I've had a few good things to focus on, like anniversary celebrations (see my blog post). Find yourself some good things--maybe a favorite book to reread, or playing with the kitties. Ivan and I have both had fun with his two favorite toys--the feather toy and a long gray shoelace.

[lavendertook]

I have a brunch to go to tomorrow with my Jewish lesbian group and then we're going to see the film Denial. I just hope I have the focus for driving in DC tomorrow. If I don't think I have it tomorrow, I will cancel.