*hugs you* Because Saki was in such good shape before the surgery and the wonder of how much good time she could have had without it, the what if's came back for another round last night if she could have been saved, which always involve endless research and I couldn't do any more at this point without enrolling in vet school. Failed surgery is what it is. Failing to get to the emergency clinic in time to more likely put her through further misery than save her and get her back into a condition she could recover from is what it is. I think I need to find me a local pet bereavement support group.
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Date: 2015-10-15 08:54 pm (UTC)